Thursday, January 15, 2009

Feel so BAD….

If you ask… what happen? I will answer… NOTHING…

But, why I feel so bad??

Because I am free tonight…. I should be happy because I able to manage my time well and have my own free time after work. But… I feel down…

I start missing my friends…. Oh… I am alone here. No coursemates can share my burden, when I out of idea about my work… I need to handle myself. No housemates to chat with me and play with me….

When I am working, if no counselling session or guidance activities, I am alone at counselling room. After I work, back to hostel and stay alone.

Even though I am close with the children here and friend with the teenagers, but….. I am still alone. It is not any big deal if I am alone here, but …. I will think a lot of stuffs …

I will miss my friends… my family…

Thinking of my some past painful experiences…

Thinking of my working performance….

So tired la… I can’t use my brain to writ out anything more… haha

I will take good care and improve my life here…

Arh… I wish to write something others than my internship la… haha..

14/1/2009 9.00 pm

4 comments:

dUniAkuiNdAh said...

jen,i also feel the same now
i miss a lot our friends
miss to disturb farah
miss to hang out till morning

SuNnY said...

Lonely...Im' so lonely...Im' Nobody....Im so Lonely...(By AKON FEAT SUN) haha...I always in MSN when u need my shoulder to lean on ya...will listen to ur heart!!!..Cheer up loh ^^

6!u3@ho!ic said...

gal,very sad that i cant be always there for you at msn...
but you still can sms with me marh...
miz you much ^^ so take care ya~

*blue*

Jenice said...

thanks you all, my friends...

aida... i miss you called me "darling" la.. haha... i handle a group counselling about EI here.. for standard 5 & 6 children. need to search module again... wahaha.. but i like it...

ah sun ar... wait u belanja me makan la... tell more joke ya.. i miss ur jokes... haha

ei gal, thank you la.. you so cute and caring ar... love u o...