No more update your blog??

Haha… this is the question that my friends asked me recently!!

Erm… actually, I did update my blog, but I wrote in Chinese and posted it to my friendster blog.

Long time did not write in English, feel very uncomfortable now…. Ha ha…

Very busy nowadays, especially last week, because I needed to join some programs, to collect guidance activities credit hours, i also very busy edited and prepared all the documents and reports that need to mark by my supervisor.

see... this is my file... very thick right??

So… how was my evaluation?? Erm… I am pessimistic actually, so I had a very bad expectation about my evaluation. Haha… but it was not as bad as I expected. So, I am so easy to feel satisfied with it. Of course, I still have certain part of works that need to edit and to improve, and I have the confidence that I can make it better.

After the evaluation, I took two days for relaxing…. and now… I started to get be lazy… : (

Arg~! ! I need to get some “motivation” to “push” me work harder….

I like to work in practically, so I enjoyed to conduct counselling and some guidance activities. However, I very dislike do the documentation works such as case note writing, program proposal writing, journal writing, search the information, module development….. I dislike reading and writing!!!

I need to work everyday now…. I begin to feel bored and negative about such life style… I wish to have a vacation and have a good rest.

But I can’t…. I must complete 600 credit hours first for this internship….

What I can do now to have a better life?

1) Good time management (ensure I have certain times for rest, msn with friends, and have some entertainment)

2) Don’t blame (this only will make me more dislike with this internship)

3) Work sincerely (try my best and wish to provide the best service to everyone, never give up and don’t expect too much)

4) Enjoy it!!! (this is a learning process… and a very good chance for me to gain knowledge and working experiences)

5) TAHAN!!!!!! It will be over very soon….. ^_^

For those who is having their internship too…. GAMBATEH!!! and….. TAHAN la~!!

Stress

Oh.. I can feel the stress now..

Many of my guidance activities are not allowed to consider as “proper guidance activities”, so I need to find some more new guidance activities to fulfill that 180 credit hours~!! Oh gosh!! 180 credit hours, it seems as a mission impossible for me… HELP~!!!

The schedule for the children is pack and “rigid”, and my schedule is much more flexible….

Haiz, to fulfill the credit hours, I am not only need to work at the office hour during weekdays, but also need to work at Friday night, Saturday noon and night, Sunday noon or more than that!!

I will try my best not to work after office hours, because I can’t work for whole day long!! I will mentally tired and feel stress. At least, I need a rest on Sunday. Can I make it?? I am not sure because everything still in the planning.

Currently very busy with planning and preparation work!! My counselling sessions begin step into working stage, I need to choose the best strategies and theory for each cases, to get the best outcome. Besides, I also busy with the documentation paper work!!! 4 field trips proposal and planning, group counselling modules, searching and choosing guidance activities sources!!

Oh… I can’t feel relax only if I complete all these preparation work!!

I start to feel stress and I am so worry about my internship!

Har~ as usual, as counselling students, we must good in manage our stress and our time as well!! I believe that, the outcome of my work under stress condition and without give up will much better than without stress. Haha…. If I work without stress, I will lose my motivation to produce perfect job… and for sure, I will become lazy and…. Haha

GAMBATEH and ALL THE BEST to myself and all my lovely coursemates and friends….

Miss you all… I feel so lonely because you all can’t accompany me to talk here…. Talk talk talk… yes la.. I really love to talk… because I am Jenice ma… haha…