Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Stress

Oh.. I can feel the stress now..

Many of my guidance activities are not allowed to consider as “proper guidance activities”, so I need to find some more new guidance activities to fulfill that 180 credit hours~!! Oh gosh!! 180 credit hours, it seems as a mission impossible for me… HELP~!!!

The schedule for the children is pack and “rigid”, and my schedule is much more flexible….

Haiz, to fulfill the credit hours, I am not only need to work at the office hour during weekdays, but also need to work at Friday night, Saturday noon and night, Sunday noon or more than that!!

I will try my best not to work after office hours, because I can’t work for whole day long!! I will mentally tired and feel stress. At least, I need a rest on Sunday. Can I make it?? I am not sure because everything still in the planning.

Currently very busy with planning and preparation work!! My counselling sessions begin step into working stage, I need to choose the best strategies and theory for each cases, to get the best outcome. Besides, I also busy with the documentation paper work!!! 4 field trips proposal and planning, group counselling modules, searching and choosing guidance activities sources!!

Oh… I can’t feel relax only if I complete all these preparation work!!

I start to feel stress and I am so worry about my internship!

Har~ as usual, as counselling students, we must good in manage our stress and our time as well!! I believe that, the outcome of my work under stress condition and without give up will much better than without stress. Haha…. If I work without stress, I will lose my motivation to produce perfect job… and for sure, I will become lazy and…. Haha

GAMBATEH and ALL THE BEST to myself and all my lovely coursemates and friends….

Miss you all… I feel so lonely because you all can’t accompany me to talk here…. Talk talk talk… yes la.. I really love to talk… because I am Jenice ma… haha…

6 comments:

SuNnY said...

Yo...Jenice, Gong Xi Fa Cai.
Ehm...Felt the Stress? What a good Experience hoh. Ehm, Talk Non-sense la, can helped u take away those "SHIT STRESS" or call me, i can tell u Jokes, FOC.(LOng time Din tell Jokes, later on my jokes not fun, then ur phone credit was not refundable ya-Take ur own risk to call me then, Blek^^).
Take Good Care ya cute Jenice...

Jenice said...

haha... no need tell jokes la.. ur comment already able make me smile lor.. haha...
see.. u r still as funny as last time.. haha miss u la...

PhaDee said...

jenice dearie.. been a long time since i drop by to read ur blog.. huhuhu.. thanks 4 dropping comments on mine ~_^ i can feel d stress ur having, coz i'm feeling just about d same as well. but i think ur much stronger coz ur all alone there... really salute u..huhu..
but as u said, we're counseling students rite? so, we have to be good in managing ourselves la..hehehe (or is that an irrational belief..LOL)
haiya, long time haven't talk nonsense, look wut happen to me.. LOL
anyway, hope my cranky comment is making u smile n distress, coz i'm definitely smiling imagining ur face when u read this... hehehehe..
all the best 2 u jenice! ~_^

Jenice said...

yeah padee.. thanks for ur comments. Ur words make me feel so warmth and yes.. they make me smile... :)
i believe the difficulties will train us to be stronger...
yeah... break all the obstacle!!!

Zuraidah said...

Janice
Take 600 credit hours as just a number. It's not a problem actually. It becomes one when you think it is. You have positive attitude towards your internship. keep it up. You need it. Many of your friends have sailed thru internship, so can you.
Chin up and good luck
mama

Jenice said...

thanks u mama, thanks coz spend ur times to leave some words here...
i feel fatigue today...
some personal issue affect my emotion today + pack with working schedule + not enough sleep + worry... all this make me suddenly lost the motivation to work...
but i know la.. i need to take some times to calm down.. and re-direct my emotion to positive one.. that is not that easy and i still learning about this..
the message from mama did give me support and i had feel better now..
i will never give up n will try my best